I Need A Lock On This Journal To Stop Me Posting After 1 AM...

This is my...third? fourth? fifth? idk all-nighter or almost all-nighter in about a week and I'm getting far to blase about it, I think - sometime around 9 pm I just start thinking "sleep? who needs sleep, sleeping is for losers, I can stay up ALL NIGHT DOING WORK or pretending to do work as the case may be AND ALL WILL BE FINE!" Except that, well, it isn't fine, I end up skipping my Japanese class or my SLE lectures because I'm on the verge of passing out or spend the day staggering around like a mildly depressed zombie. Or going on IM and making inane, semi-delusional, incoherent comments at Al until she gets fed up with my nonsense and orders me to sleep. But such is the price I pay for having the presumption to attend an Ivy League level school and think I can get off with being my normal lazy, useless slacker self. XD

On the other hand, this non-sleep schedule does mean that when I finally do decide to go to sleep, I fall asleep before I even remember laying down, as opposed to thrashing around trying to get comfortable while ignoring my roommate and her boyfriend and their various alarmingly squishy sounds for TWO HOURS, which is how long it usually seems to take me to fall asleep. Not on, body. Not on.

Still I Sing Bonny Boys, Bonny Mad Boys, Bedlam Boys Are Bonny

I finally finished my SLE paper!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And yeah, okay, it's two pages shorter than it should be and it's horrendously craptastic and doesn't have much of a point or even really make sense BUT I DON'T CARE IT'S DONE AND I DON'T HAVE TO DO IT ANYMORE YAY. It really does suck though.

Also, I spent all the time I wasn't working on my paper last night and today downloading filk songs. I TOTALLY DID NOT KNOW THAT THERE WERE VALDEMAR SONGS. This fills me with a sense of giddy, sparkly happiness like you wouldn't believe. Also I really want to read all those books again. They are tremendously silly, and Mercedes Lackey is kind of a mediocre writer, but she's a great world builder and a good hand at making memorable, interesting, lovable, realistic characters, too, so it's worth the trade-off, in my opinion. Also, the fact that there is slashy goodness helps, too. 

HEATHER ALEXANDER IS ALSO MADE OF WIN. More on this (hopefully) later. When my brain is on again.