Over-Excited Fangirl Ranting

Oh my god. I've been watching the Crisis Core trailers, and I want it I want it I want it!!!!!! I want to buy a playstation and learn how to not suck at RPGs just so that I can get this game and play it over and over again. It has ZACK!!!!!!! Have I mentioned that I love Zack? I love Zack paired with Cloud, I love Zack paired with Sephiroth, I love Zack as the gooey center of a Zackwich, with Cloud on the bottom and Sephiroth on top, I love Zack paired with Aerith and doing his best to hook up Cloud and Sephiroth together, and most especially I love Zack trying to warm Seph up, bring Cloud out of his shell, and cause as much collateral damage as humanly possible. Which in Zack's case is a lot. I just love Zack. And Crisis Core Zack looks...so exactly like what I thought Zack should be - the overexuberence, the energy, the getting in people's personal space and touching them and glomping them, the loudness, the obnoxious jokes, but still with this basic edge of being a real person. When he cries in the church in the trailer - wow. Just wow. And he and Cloud have a Moment. It's adorable.

I have a feeling I'm going to spend the rest of the night reading Zackfics. Somehow, I'm okay with that.

Oh, and I downloaded Last Order off Limewire, but I really don't think I can watch it - it looks great, but I just can't cope with seeing Zack die at the moment. It's bad enough just knowing that it happened, I don't need to go back and wallow in it.

Somehow This Makes Me Feel Like a Grown-Up

I just made my first tuition deposit (and theoretically, the only one for this year I guess...) and wow. Just...wow. I'm going to college. I'm PAYING for college. I'm going to be a college student. Apparently this has not yet been sinking in. But...wow.