Jul. 16th, 2008

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Has everyone seen this article yet? To sum up briefly: the Bush Administration is pushing to require that recipients of aid for federal health programs agree not to refuse to hire people who (nurses etc) who object to abortion. Understandable, sort of, if morally questionable.

HOWEVER. They explicitly define abortion as anything that terminates the life of a fetus at ANY POINT after conception. This definition is broad enough that many contraceptives would be considered abortion - and thus, health providers are not allowed to refuse to hire people who refuse to distribute contraceptives to women.

Excuse me, but FUCK THIS SHIT. I - well, this sends me into fits of flailing, incoherent, apoplectic rage. What the fucking hell is wrong with these people? I will NEVER understand the sub-group of people opposed to both contraceptives and abortion - people will have sex regardless of whether you disapprove of it or not! If you don't want them to have abortions, you have to allow people the opportunity to protect themselves from getting pregnant! This is very simple math! And this? Is going to make it that much harder for low-income women and women in difficult situations to get contraceptives, that much harder for rape victims to get the morning after pill, and the end result of that is more pregnancies in women who can't afford or don't want to have a baby.

Not to mention the degree to which this makes me uncomfortable on the "men are dictating what /I/ do with /my/ body" level, because it really does. When you consider how many pregnancies end in natural miscarriage without the woman ever knowing she's pregnant, a legal definition of pregnancy that begins at conception basically means that every sexually active woman of child-bearing age can be considered pregnant - there's no way of proving she isn't! And this kind of thinking is appalling - it reduces women to incubators, implies that we're only valued our reproductive capacity. Excuse me if that fucking pisses me off. Really, I just object wholesale to the idea that women need men to tell them what to do with their bodies to make sure they don't screw things up. My body! Mine! I've been saying since I was twelve that men can make decisions about abortion when THEY can have a fetus growing inside them for 9 months, fucking with their hormones, feeding off their nutrients, and kicking them in the kidneys, before they have to go through the 2 -3 days of labor necessary for a baby the size of a watermelon to pass through a hole the size of a grapefruit.

So to summarize: I hate people, and I am desperately counting down the days til it's January and Bush is fucking out of there.

Music Meme

Jul. 16th, 2008 11:46 pm
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Music Meme from [personal profile] derryderrydown
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1) Open up your library (iPod, Winamp, iTunes, etc.)
2) Put it on shuffle
3) Press play
4) For each question, type in the song that’s is playing
5) Hit next for each question


1. What do people assume when they first look at me?

The Weakerthans - Pamphleteer
Why do I still see you in every mirrored window
In all that I could never overcome?
How I don't know what I should do with my hands when I talk to you
How you don't know where you should look so you look at my hands
how movements rise and then dissolve
melted by our shallow breaths
how causes dance away from me
I am your pamphleteer

So apparently  my first contact with people is when I go up to them on street corners and shove pamphlets in their faces, and their assumption is that I follow my cause because I am lovelorn and distraught?

2. What will be a big challenge in life for me?

Loreena McKinnett - Beneath the Phrygian Sky
The moonlight it was dancing
On the waves, out on the sea
The stars of heaven hovered
In a shimmering galaxy
A voice from down the ages
So haunting in its song
These ancient stones will tell us
Our love must make us strong


So, to overcome cynicism and all common sense and learn to listen to the time traveling voice that tells me love can conquer all. Okay!


3. Am I a good boyfriend/girlfriend?

Loreena McKennitt - Caravanserai
What is this life that pulls me far away
What is that home where we cannot reside
What is that quest that pulls me onward
My heart is full when you are by my side

Calling, yearning, pulling, home to you


I think that's a qualified yes? Am I the Jack character, who wanders off to have fun and sexy adventures but always comes home in the end?


4. Do I have a Secret Admirer?

Red Jumpsuit Apparatus -  Your Guardian Angel
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Yes then. And one who is obsessed with my well-being to the point of self-sacrifice. Cool.

5. Will I ever become manically depressed in my life?


Carrie Underwood - Starts With Goodbye
I was sitting on my doorstep
I hung up the phone and it fell out of my hand
but I knew I had to do it
and he wouldn't understand
so hard to see myself without him
I felt a piece of my heart break
but when you're standing at a crossroad there's a choice you've gotta make


I'm guessing a yes to that. I'm going to assume that this refers back to number one - I suppose becoming a harasser of random passers-by is my way of moving on and starting over?

7. Is someone trying to kill me?


Johnny Cash - Hurt
I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything


Eep. Obviously /I'm/ trying to kill me. Oh dear.

8. What is my sexual preference?

[personal profile] shaddyr - Don't Ask, Don't Tell
Don't ask, don't tell – why yes, I'm doing well
They're not tears, it's just dust in my eyes,
I – love you, just like good friends do -
oh god, John, please don't ask any more
I can't tell you what this feeling's for


I'm either secretly gay, or I only love hot military officers who I don't think will ever love me back.

9. What am I afraid of?

OrgLIX/Crisis Perverted - Oops
Zack Fair: I've been kind of down lately. Cause, you know, the war and all - people instantly like me. It' sjust what they do. But when they're enemies, they're kind of not allowed to like me! It's tough - I'm not used to people not liking my sense of humor or my enormous charm. My dream is to be a hero, you know? And it's so frustrating when people don't like me!

So I'm afraid of not being liked by people. That...is probably true. And the Zack in my head is happy now.


10. What will I be doing in a few years?

.hack//sign - Fake Wings
Shine bright morning light
now in the air the spring is coming
sweet blowing wind singing down the hills and valleys
keep your eyes on me
now we're on the edge of Hell
dear my love, sweet morning light
wait for me, you've gone much farther, to far

Well shit. If I'm not going to be in Hell, I'm going to be trapped inside a MMORPG. Not good!

11. What is some good advice for me?

Wolfstone - Cannot Lay Me Down
I cannot lay my head here
this place is not my home
I cannot take a rest here
I'm bound to carry on
while others go before me
I too must travel far
to seek and find and harness
to follow yonder star

Never settle down! Adventure until you die!

12. What should I do instead of this quiz?

The Last Five Years - Still Hurting
Jamie is over and Jamie is gone
Jamie's decided it's time to move on
Jamie has new dreams he's building upon
and I'm still hurting
Jamie arrived at the end of the line
Jamie's convinced that the problems are mine
Jamie is probably doing just fine
and I'm still hurting


Sit in the dark and wallow in my failed relationships, obviously.

13. Will you get married?

Blue October - Schizophrenia
I love it when you're holding me.
You have a gentle way of calming.
I haven't felt that way since 1993,
When my mother held me.
I bet you're waiting for a long sob story
Of how I was mistreated again.
No, I wasn't built that way.
I was strong but desperately brave,
And I didn't mean to scareya...
Schizophrenia.

 
Only if I can find someone who will accept my crazy, then.


14. What is the story of your life?

Panic! At the Disco - There's A Good Reason These Tables Are Numbered Honey
Please, leave all overcoats, canes and top hats with the doorman
And from that moment, you'll be out of place and underdressed
I'm wrecking this evening already and loving every minute of it
Ruining this banquet for the mildly inspiring and...
When you're in black slacks with accentuating, off-white, pinstripes

Whoa, everything goes according to plan


sort of fail in my getting over the jerk who didn't love me and left me, apparently, but I have the opportunity to get back at her by humiliating her at a dinner party and take advantage of it XD

15. How can you get ahead in life?

The Eels - Climbing To The Moon
So I wrote it all in a letter
But I don't know if it came
The nurse she likes my writings
So she keeps it just like me
So that it won't get away
I won't be denied this time
fore I go out of my mind over matters
Got my foot on the ladder
And I'm climbing up to the moon


Of course, the moon is only the start of my intergalatic adventures and hijinks. Is there a Companion application form somewhere I can fill out?

16. What is the best thing about your friends?

John Barrowman - Being Alive
Someone to need you too much
Someone to know you too well
Someone to pull you up short
And put you through hell
And give you support for being alive - being alive
Make me alive, make me confused
Mock me with praise, let me be used
Vary my days, but alone is alone, not alive.


That describes my relationship with my friends disturbingly well. You're not real friends if you aren't threatening to kill and/or maim each other!

17. What song describes you?

Gaelic Storm - Drink The Night Away
We set sail at half past four
looking for a new tomorrow
don't know when we're coming home
so we'll drink and dance and drown our sorrow
hey hey hey laddy hey
way hey hey we'll drink the night away


If in drink you can include a definition that means "never drinks at all" then sure. Otherwise not so much?


18. How does the world see you?

Pink - Nobody Knows
Nobody knows
nobody knows but me that I sometimes cry
I could pretend that I'm asleep when these tears start to fall
I peek out from behind these walls
I think nobody knows, nobody knows
Nobody likes, nobody likes to lose that inner voice
the one I used to hear before my life made a choice


Emo but trying to hide it, apparently.

19. Will you have a happy life?

Dixie Chicks - You Were Mine
I can't find a reason to let go
even though you've found a new love and she's what your dreams are made of
I can find a reason to hang on
what went wrong can be forgiven
without you it ain't worth living alone
sometimes I wake up crying at night
and sometimes I scream out your name
what right does she have to take you away
when for so long you were mine?


Are we back to the "my somewhat unrequited love left me" thing again? Clearly I NEVER GET OVER IT. GOD.

20. How can I make myself happy?

3 Doors Down -This Is The Story Of A Girl
How many lovers would stay?
Just to put up with this shit day after day
How did we wind up this way?
Watching our mouths for the words that we say
As long as we stand here waiting
Wearing the clothes on the souls of our shoes
How do we get there today?
When we're walking too far for the price of her shoes

 
Getting over my unrequited love affair thing by finding someone who's wildly in love with me? Madness, I say! (I'm not actually sure what this song is about)


21. What should you do with your life?

Mercedes Lackey - Threes
Then off the lady pulls her cloak
In armor she is clad
Her sword is out and ready and
Her eyes are fierce and glad
The maiden makes a gesture and
The dog's a cur no more
A wolf swordmaid and sorceress
Now face the bandit horde
Three things never anger
Or you will not live for long
A wolf with cubs
A man with power
And a women's sense of wrong

I should hunt bandits! Yay!

22. Will you ever have children?

Okina Reika - Tsuki no Curse (Loveless theme)
Tsuki no KAASU
Tsumetai yume no naka de.....
Kotoba no nai sekai de bokura wa ai wo kataru
Itsuka kimi ni todoku made
Kizu darake no kaina de dakiyoseta kuchibiru no
Haritsumeta negai tokashitakute
(english)
Moon's curse in this icy dream...
In a world with no words, I profess my love Until it will reach you, someday
The intense wish that fell from those lips That I held close with wounded arms
I wanted to unravel it for you
Because if I throw away the beauty Of our love that existed in the past
I can go towards a more beautiful night tomorrow

I'll take that as a hesitant yes...

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