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My shirt today says "meh", and that about sums up how I feel...not bad...not really...just sort of...meh. Turning my first SLE paper in left me feeling really drained and disappointed in myself (I don't know how I did yet, I just know that I was not incredibly pleased with how it turned out, although I don't think anyone was, really) and just exhausted. Add that to Japanese being kind of hard the last few days (death to katakana!) and my lingering guilt on the fact that I'm being kind of anti-social-ish - I don't mind hanging out with people or them stopping by my room, but I mostly stay in my room (with the door open at least) and don't go looking for people or stuff to do. Which, you know, is how I do things, but everyone else seems a lot more active, and I feel like I should be doing more.
So I am self-medicating with extremely fluffy 3x4 slashy goodness, and I went down to the dining room for salsa dancing, wherein I learned a) I have no rhythm, none, at all, any, especially not when it involves hip movement and b) when I dance with guys, I can't look them in the eye. I either stare sort of over their shoulder, or directly at their chests. Which, yeah, is kind of awkward. On the bright side, it was a lot of fun. And tomorrow is our scavenger hunt in SF!!!
So I am self-medicating with extremely fluffy 3x4 slashy goodness, and I went down to the dining room for salsa dancing, wherein I learned a) I have no rhythm, none, at all, any, especially not when it involves hip movement and b) when I dance with guys, I can't look them in the eye. I either stare sort of over their shoulder, or directly at their chests. Which, yeah, is kind of awkward. On the bright side, it was a lot of fun. And tomorrow is our scavenger hunt in SF!!!