Warning: Pity-Fest!

[masterofmidgets]

I'm feeling really depressed, and I don't know why. 

Oh, wait, I do.

I'm depressed because I'm feeling overwelmed with schoolwork, which is making me worry that I'm in over my head and not smart enough or good enough to be here at Stanford. 

I'm depressed because my roommate has an absurdly cute boyfriend who spends the night almost every night and tells her she's beautiful at 4 in the morning, and it makes me terrified that I will never meet someone who loves me that much (and possibly that I will die an ugly virgin with 15 cats).

I'm depressed because my dad mentioned his fiancee the last time we talked, and I am /not/ coping with the idea of him getting married as well as I thought I was.

I'm depressed because 80-90% of my music is emo and I don't know why.

But I think mostly I'm depressed because Owen Harper died in Reset, and I don't know if they'll bring him back. 

Sorry bout that. But I feel better now, really.

Comments

[truly-wished.livejournal.com]

It probably won't help, but I think you're a freakin' genius just for getting in, so you obviously deserve to be there, even if it is really hard.

It's so easy to say don't worry about being single and so hard to do. You won't end up alone, there are millions of people out there and when you have the time (once you graduate and get settled into a work schedule) you'll meet one that suits you.

Your dad getting remarried, can't help you on other than to say hang in there.

So basically, I hope you feel better, even if I don't make you feel better.

[masterofmidgets.livejournal.com]

*hugs* Thanks! I needed that.